Surprise Me!

21 April 2010 at 6:21 AM (Setting Intention)
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Gossamer Dome

Yesterday morning as I headed out into the world I invited Spirit essentially to surprise me, as I moved forward with the sense I could look forward to something good happening that day.

I have done this before. It is setting an intention for a good day, a really good day. I am anticipating something wonderful. While the words maybe something like “Something good is going to happen today.” The energy is like the excitement of a welcome surprise party in my honor. Which is funny, and let me be clear about this, I generally detest surprises–me being the only one to come unglued while others watch…

Anyway, yesterday was a joy in many ways.

    One I felt better than I had in the previous three days.

    Mindful eating seems to be helping me slow down. I appreciate food without immediately craving more.

    I got asked to provide goals for my bosses performance review–that was a first! Wahoo!

    I was able to log on to my doctor’s Web site after getting a message a few days ago that the log-in had expired weeks ago–plus I did not have to call the office dreaded!

    Plus frumpy pants was in a pretty decent mood! Can I get an “Amen!”

So this day I go forth on a life treasure hunt with the knowing in my heart and soul:

Something wonderful manifests this day!

I am so blessed.

Bright Moments!

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The Best

15 April 2010 at 7:02 AM (Every Where Present, Process, Uncategorized)
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The best, like water
Benefit all and do not compete.
They dwell in lowly spots that everyone else scorns.
Putting others before themselves
The find themselves in the foremost place
And come very near to the Tao.
In their dwelling, they love the earth;
In their heart, they love what is deep;
In their personal relationships, they love kindness;
In their word they love truth.
In the world, they love peace.
In their personal affairs, they love what is right.
In action, they love choosing the right time.
It is because they do not compete with others
That they are beyond the reproach of the world.

Lao Tzu
Passage Meditation, Eknath Easwaran p 39

In passage meditation one is encouraged to memorize a scripture or sacred text, on which to meditate. When I first read this piece, it did not sink in. I did not understand it. I suspect I have mental blocks from when approaching anything in poem format due to past traumas!
This morning though, is speaks to me. I am pondering what it is to be “the best” and to “not compete.”

Yesterday I had a meeting at work. I had reached my limit emotionally with trying to address a challenge, but also a limit on who to go to and how to get some resolution. I could not understand how I could so easily see a situation as problematic while others could not. It was crazy-making!

They meeting went surprisingly well…and okay it was stacked in my favor as two of my many bosses actively attended. I don’t believe I have ever known such guileless, freely given support. I am grateful.

Yet there was not tension in the exchange. Everyone used their good company manners. The issue was thoroughly discussed. A plan was created and a deal line set.

Upon reflection, I witness behavior of “the best.” But even more I got to move in the role of “the best.” Before attending the gathering I felt the support of the Universe. My sense was that this coming together would be productive and resistance free. That I could attend without having to make threat, lead the offensive or be on the defensive. That was a first for me with a work issue which for me is so emotionally charged.

Every where present. I marvel how Source demonstrations before I know I am in need, and without my even asking. So very, amazingly blessed.

Peace. Out.

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